Thursday, April 19, 2012

Doggy Paddling

I'm in a choppy ocean
Almost sinking
My heart's to heavy for buoyancy
My mind's weighed down by "thinking"
I fight to stay afloat
Practice strokes I do not know
I don't know who will be waiting
I don't know if there's a shore

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

I Sure Hope So

"If you keep making that face it will get stuck like that forever"
I sure hope so because if it doesn't, there's no point whatsoever
In this enthusiastic smile
In this confident grin
In this fake-it-till-I-make-it
In this mask that hides what's within
If I act like I know what I'm doing
If I put on a good show
Maybe one day It won't be acting
And I might really know
Maybe one day things will be different
Maybe I'll get a change of luck
Maybe one day I'll have done it long enough
And my smile will get stuck

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Waiting for June

Dancing with bare feet
The utter bliss of breeze
Melting in the heat
Feeling utterly at ease

The buzz of mosquitoes
Like a bittersweet lullaby
Soaking in the cold of the fridge
With a relieved sigh

Nights interchangeable
With endless days
Oh summer, sweet, summer
Mere months away

Monday, April 16, 2012

Learning to Sail

Searching for the exact moment night turns to day
While trying to find the right words to say
Memories woven in to moments
And walking on eggshells
Timing life to the
Chiming of
Church
Bells
Being
Careful
Then throwing
Caution to the wind
Learning to sail like you
Are learning to live, remembering
Not to believe all that you hear, and
Finding your train of thought forms a hemisphere
 

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Holding my breath

I can’t keep holding my breath
On this winding trail
To make it out alive
I slowly exhale

I can’t just keep falling
Through this infinite route
To land safely
I deploy my parachute

I can’t keep living life
Afraid of what’s below
To grasp on to new joys
I learn to
Let go

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Science Class


I’m yet to learn the secrets of life
Sitting in a science lab
Rarely do I find significance
In the habitat of a fiddler crab

For though I can count protons
And calculate mass
I can’t change the course of life
With these modest facts

Though Newton’s laws may one day
Be  of my concern
At the moment there are other things
It would rather learn

Give me balance to measure the weight of words
Give me “adaptations” that give voice to the unheard
Give me a lens that shows truth that’s been blurred
And show me how evolution left the unkind souls preferred

Science examines the “how” of life
But conveniently ignores the “why”
Which is why I don’t reach enlightenment
With safety goggles on my eyes






Friday, April 13, 2012

Good luck from a Broken Mirror

Mirror mirror on the wall
Why do you tell such lies?
Reflecting your distorted surface
A million girls analyze
Every freckle on their eyelids
Every single little pore
And despite a lovely image
They can only want more

And because they are left
Dissatisfied
They cover up with products
Constantly re-applied

You, mirror, are unwise,
Undimensional, so flat
A person's full of substance
Containing so much more then that
What is portrayed on glass that's as fragile as emotions
Is a shallow deception, planting negtive notions
For a beautiful smile
Can also be cruel
And behind buck-teeth
Can be a personality jewel

So Mirror Mirror on the wall
Let us reveal what you hide
The day has come for your great fall
So we can reflect what is inside